Heavenly


	Lyrics Back	ME AND MY MADNESS I hear string in songs when they're not there I see things in darkness when i'm scared I feel cold out when it's sunny Make a joke and laugh about it Feel like you're a moving target Wish all this had never started Cut my hair and then I cut my skin Hurt myself instead of hurting him Feels like it's a nightmare I'm in Say one thing and think another Stay in bed cos you're not bothered Pray that it will soon be over He told you that he loved you he'd stay with you oh you're a fool don't believe what people say they never stay anyway He kissed me and then he stayed the night I can't see that things could work out right seems as if I'll mess up some way Hold his hand the world seems all new Understand things when he's near you Now he's gone it all seems untrue He left her he said he cared that he'd be there when you're scared (Dont believe what those people say it's lies anyway) I don't think they will/ I just can't sit still Funny kind of ill/ Idon't wanna think about it Showed me that your love/ but it's not enough I can't ever trust/ I don't wanna think about it You're there by my side/ then I asked you why Could it be you lied?/ I don't wanna think about it. My phone rings but there's no one there (hello?) All my dreams have vanished in thin air Was it real when you said you'd care Once you kissed or did you dream it? Bought a gift but he's not seen it How'd you know he didn't mean it? When he's gone it all goes wrong Smashed up your home now you're alone All of what you said/ goes round in my head when i lie in bed/ i don't wanna think about it i'm too paranoid/ you could get annoyed/ so did other boys/ i don't wanna think about it. heard it all before/ gets to be a bore God my head is sore/ I don't wanna think about it MODESTIC When I wake up on Monday I don't know why I ever let you stay Not a night to remember I think you'd better be gone by Tuesday You'll be sad when I tell you But you have got to go so Don't cry I know you can take it Your heart I never could break it I just want to wake up alone Im not the same girl that you once knew Cos now I know what I have to do So brace yourself for a big surprise There's malicious intent in my eyes I've started counting the days with you And the hours and the hours and minutes too Don't try to win me with your charm It'll only... do you harm When I wake up on Tuesday I can't believe that I let you get your way You smile while you're sleeping I feel sick that I was such a weakling But this time I mean it You are gonna go, so Don't cry you'll find another Or go stay with your mother I just wanna wake up alone SKIPJACK I keep my hand hidden from view A poker face is what's called for with you I hold my cards tight to my chest Just one misjudged look, and you'll guess the rest Look in the glass, reflections of me My cards lade bare on the table to see (Look, can't you see me? Acting cool, when Really I'm scared, that this game's unfair) My cheating eyes are all that you know Now you're the banker, it's your turn to go (You could cheat me if you wanted to I could not think any worse of you Each way I lose a heart but somehow I lost the art Of playing these stupid games, you're gonna win again and) I don't know what to do I've gambled everything but you still ask for more I can't afford not to give Just one more chance, If only for the past I know it's my last now Not much to lose, when you've lost it all But why must you take it so hard when you fall I'll pay again at your asking price I must accept it, but your look's like ice (I've tried to delay to put off the day It comes clear you don't need me here) Dragged through the mill numb to it all Just when I thought it was my turn to call (I know it is time for me to leave Turn my worst fears into certainty But I can't bring myself to leave for somewhere else Without you forcing me which you won't do which means that ITCHY CHIN She was shy her self belief still left a lot to be desired You compared her to her heroes she could not but feel inspired She was taken in she believed all the things you said were real Never noticed she was feeling just as you meant her to feel What you say and what you mean are very different things indeed what I'd give to hear you say "It's love, OK" Never say I'm the one who lied I cross my heart and hope to die Never say I'm a clueless tease And most of all don't itchy chin me All she said was she was trying to believe in something new (in something new) How the hell did you inform that that she's leaving you I forbid a single word to leave your lips Till Ive explained (till i've explained) well, that's it you've had your chance I won't tell you the truth again She is no longer fooled by your sad attempts to be cool She could still love you though if you'd see her as an equal if you'd just say what she wants you to if you'd just say "I love you as you" if you'd just say "please, don't say we're through" if you'd just shed your pride But you never do. THREE STAR COMPARTMENT Don't ever speak that way to me again In that way I couldn't care less If you loved me best And don't say that you can love just once For always Try to forget all Storybook drivel And don't say you'll never love again It's cliched And so deluded Stop being stupid True love will Never die You don't think that's a lie? When you're kissing, but still missing me It's because you want to When you're flirting but you're hurting still It's because you try to When you left her and said I was why It's because you lie so Kill your dreams and kill your love I've had enough Don't tell yourself that I'll be back any day Hey you're just dreaming I know that feeling And don't keep on saying "let's still be friends" There's no way While you're still hoping We could be loving Can't you see true romance is dead Dead always So your heart's broken You must be joking You think love is Ceaseless and enduring Well if that's so It's unceasingly boring No more always For ever and repititous SPERM MEETS EGG...SO WHAT? Don't say it's groovy Don't say that to me Don't say I've had my chance Missed a pill, it's no big deal (Oh no) Pat my belly and I'll squeal (I missed) Blood will often take its time (my pill) 'Specially when it's mine I don't want to take a test (Don't want) But I guess it's for the best (to take) Just don't tell me what to think (that test.) If it turns pink What are you saying? Should I believe you? Why do you think that It's the finest thing? Oh no, not me It c-c-c-c-c-c-couldn't be I'm not so young But l-l-l-l-life was getting fun I won't believe that you could wish this on me That you could want another me Hey hey don't look so surprised (I'm just) I thought you'd be on my side (a kid) Kids are dandy, kids are fine (myself) When they're not mine It's not easy to explain (Don't want) It just feels, well, kind of lame (to get) And I don't want to get fat (that fat). At least not for that. SHE AND ME I wonder why, why stars collide Why she's there, why she's there with you I made a wish that she'd be mine But she's there but she's there with you I saw my face, taking your place But she never knew What I'd felt what I'd do for... For two whole nights she was in sight I had my chance, had my chance with her But wishing's not enough so I I missed my chance, missed my chance with her Please don't tell her, that I miss her I'm not really sure, If she'd even recall my name.